| Erm, fine then. |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|03:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Submarine 3 ~ Starlight Mints | ] |
Since no-one will squee in my last post, I will bitch in this one.
WTF, stupid Shea. She's got some stick up her holier-than-thou ass, I swear. "I'm not going to heaven, I'm not a good girl," she says, then soon thereafter begins swearing and insulting people. Granted, I swear constantly and I love insulting people, but at least I don't do it with a whiny little, "oh, I'm one of god's children" attitude that she takes.
Damn I hate people like that. Fuck them all.
( Read more... )
y0, bitchez. Peace out. |
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| Squee meme! |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|05:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Rawkin' out! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Last Dance with Mary Jane ~ Tom Petty | ] |
Here in the comments you can squee about anything. A 'ship you like, a show you think is awesome, a movie everyone has to see. Maybe people will squee back at you and you'll make new friends. Maybe they'll squee back and you'll just have fun squeeing together for five minutes. Maybe they never would have considered the 'ship you squeed about, if you hadn't squeed. So basically, you can either incoherently ramble about things you love, or you can give explanations of why you love something. It can be something popular or something no one but you loves. It's all good.
So... one... two... three... SQUEE.
ETA: One rule - 'ship, character, or fandom bashing will not be allowed. Come to think of it, bashing at ALL won't be allowed. So be nice, all right?
ETA #2: Pimp it! No, seriously. I want people I've never met squeeing about things I've never heard of.
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<gakked [...] <lj>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Here in the comments you can squee about anything. A 'ship you like, a show you think is awesome, a movie everyone has to see. Maybe people will squee back at you and you'll make new friends. Maybe they'll squee back and you'll just have fun squeeing together for five minutes. Maybe they never would have considered the 'ship you squeed about, if you hadn't squeed. So basically, you can either incoherently ramble about things you love, or you can give explanations of why you love something. It can be something popular or something no one but you loves. It's all good.
So... one... two... three... SQUEE.
ETA: One rule - 'ship, character, or fandom bashing will not be allowed. Come to think of it, bashing at ALL won't be allowed. So be nice, all right?
ETA #2: Pimp it! No, seriously. I want people I've never met squeeing about things I've never heard of.
<gakked from <lj user=starrysummer> > |
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| State... meh. |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|11:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sunshine of your Love ~ Cream | ] |
Yeah, we didn't do too well. Megan didn't break to quarters, nor did I. Oh well, I debate the new state champion. And came close to him in speaks. Four of my opponents broke to quarters. Damn.
And NICKOMGSQUEE! *huggles teh Nick to pieces* We are so teh married now. We're all sitting there and he's like, "Did you know you have the nicest eyes of any girl I've ever met?" Then Megan walks by and she says, "So, are you two like in love or something?" And he just looks at me all funny and glaze-eyed. Ohdear. And then Dan was completely in love with me and asked me to kiss him if he broke to finals. I was like erm... erm... woah, you just met me today and you're already in love with me?
But... problem. Nick lives in Teton. It freaking sucks. So moving to Teton. Nick decided that I needed something to remember him by, so he does this retarded little drawing of marijuana man. So I now have it in my debate binder to remember forever... or until Nat'l Quals next week which my dad is taking me to!
Brennan made quarter finals. Dan, the guy who asked me to kiss him, made semis. I... erm, did not. But it was still fun! ^__^
So, yeah. That's really all. *huggles teh Nick again and runs off to Teton to watch him skateboard* |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|10:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stairway to Heaven ~ Led Zeppelin | ] |
ASDFljhs98oy324jfsakjh.
It's all so fucking stupid. All of it. Seriously, I mean, I don't even know what the truth is anymore, let alone what truth means. goddamnititsallsofuckingstupid. I just want to leave and go away from all of it.
...asldkfjawejkhnrasfdsaasdflijh324. I hate writing. I hate it soooooo bad.
But worst of all I hate apathy. I hate being apathetic like I am right now. I hate hate hate it. |
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| Who knew I <3 LJ so much? |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|05:08 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Marvelous Things ~ Eisley | ] |
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
First that.
The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
| | Category | Your Score | Average LJer | | Community Attachment | 49.46%
There's a party in your comments page, and everyone's invited! | 22.39% | | MemeSheepage | 59.65%
I am but one quiz among millions. My brethren surround me on the page. | 27.98% | | Original Content | 54.84%
Using LiveJournal to express a few strong opinions | 38.13% | | Psychodrama Quotient | 38.55%
Would it kill you to smile? CHEER UP! | 17.16% | | Attention Whoring | 52.27%
You'd sell your mother for another three friends | 20.86% | |
Pathetic. Ta. |
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| Home for awhile... |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|10:44 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | touched | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Crown of Love ~ Arcade Fire | ] |
Yeah, I left school today. I don't wanna get all specific, but here I am.
Cookies for Briana Carr, Annie Hafer, and ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) punkphoenix. It's funny, when the people who think are your best friends hurt you the worst, those others that you're not so close to will stand up for you. *glomps*
Am probably going to work on my case for the next half an hour before I have to go back to school. Meh... at least it's only easy classes I have left. English, Choir, Shakespeare, and Career Pathways.
I have my schedule for next year worked out... Summer school, I'm taking a semester of English II, health, and speech.
Semester One:
English II
Jazz band
Spanish I
Holocaust Lit
American History
Biology II
Drama
Algebra II
Semester two:
Chamber Singers
Jazz band
Spanish I
Creative Writing
American History
Physical Science
Drama
Algebra II
I think that covers all eight... see, I get an extra class per semester. I so pwn you all! XD
Anyways, getting all excited for state. It should be fun even though I'm going to get slaughtered... well, at least I'll be doing what I love.
One last note, and then I'll leave you. Leslie and I are talking again! She was so sweet to me at the concert last night.
For making the last week infinitely better, thanks to Jamie Smith, Jake Scharbrough, Briana Carr, Annie Hafer, Sam McDonald, Leslie Zeigler, Tom Auw (for existing, you make the world a better place), Jessica Auw, TJ Barr, Megan McDowell (loud noises!), Cinda Fitch, and erm... that's it! Well, thanks much and peace out! |
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| Life has changed so much... |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|04:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Itch ~ Ani Difranco | ] |
Life has changed so much since last year. I can't help but think I'm starting to hate the person I've become. It's not that I want the little girl inside of me back, it's just that I wanted to grow up to be the person I'd dreamed of, not had nightmares of. I mean, I'm making stupid mistakes that I said I'd never make and then I try to justify them. So, it all gets worse ultimately.
Sometimes I wish I could just go back and rub it all out, starting with myself. Just being a different person would be enough for me, now that I am this hideously annoying thing.
I guess I can start now with growing up and moving beyond feeling sorry for myself. There are things I regret, but I can't take them back. I still have a life ahead of me despite the screw-ups, and so I'm going to live it.
Case Framework!
Negative:
Value is Civil Liberties.
Value-Criterion is Minimization of the abuse of power OR egalitarianism. I haven't decided.
Contentions include: Preferring community standards promotes a divisive and non-cohesive nation, communities being the extreme and nations being the balance, and community settings allowing more leeway for civil liberties violations through power abuse.
Those obviously aren't tag-lines, but they're ideas.
Affirmative:
Value is, again, civil liberties.
Value-Criterion is Utilitarianism.
Contentions include: Specialized laws are relevant to the locality and opening door to more CL freedoms in other communities and eventually nation-wide.
State is this weekend and I haven't written my cases. Fie on me. Fie on me. Oh well.
Ha, they're paving the back-lot at the school and they struck a waterpipe today, resulting in no water all day. It was somewhat amusing. *shrug*
Concert tonight. Debate also. Hm. Which to go to? Debate probably. |
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| Realization |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Diabolic Scheme ~ The Hives | ] |
I have come to the realization that I've become an LD nerd quite hard and fast. I relate almost anything to debate and I almost find it necessary to make my arguments like cases, with values and criteria and whatnot. Dear god, help me.
Eliot/Mordecai is my new OTP. Yes, Eliot is a girl, and Mordecai is a guy. It's my first het OTP in ages. But I seem to like it, despite this. Hm.
In unrelated news, I drove out to Jamie's today. It felt good to drive, I haven't done so in quite some time. Naughty Anne, breaking the law. Tsk.
The Arcade Fire pwnz all! I'm especially in love with their song Crown of Love.
( Away Message Meme )
Woah, that was completely random. But fun! :/ |
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| I'm baaaack... did you miss me? |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|10:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sweet the Sting ~ Tori Amos | ] |
Hark, I have returned. Ph34r.
It was alright, I suppose. The jazz aspect of the whole affair was quite lovely, as jazz always is. Mormon jazz is strikingly similar to The Jazz.
This weekend in phrases, for I can't form coherent thoughts at the moment:
-Mackay was a dick. Everyone was unimpressed.
-Learned to pronounce Chris's last name. Christopher Beer-Runs, right? Nice one, Hall.
-Mike and Ike. Ha, Nick.
-"Well, _____ has a girlfriend. But _______ has a boyfriend. So I'd go for Boy #2 because his boyfriend probably wouldn't care." Adriana is quite brilliant, isn't she?
-Hey, Jamie: "'Orse Poo!"
-And what about Ashley's "other guitar player"? The blonde one?
-Yeah, Jamie and I stayed up until like 4:30 a.m. this morning. So I'm kinda sleep-deprived.
-Hm. Going to bed now. |
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| Band, Old Navy, and Victoria's Secret BOO. |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|10:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Luckiest ~ Ben Folds Five. Fucking song. Meh. | ] |
I went to Boise to go Grocery Shopping with my mum today. It was quite pleasant. I bought all sorts of good Vegan food for myself on the band trip this weekend. Should be okay stranded up in Mormon Land.
I saw Tom at Old Navy. It was slightly awkward... my mum's like OMGTOMSQUEE! And then she talked to him while I hemmed and hawed and tried to think of something to say and finally decided to say nothing because I was really embarrassed.
I just got back from Cinda's. Megan, Cinda, and I were going to watch Anchorman, but instead we gossiped and talked. It was quite pleasurable. And, wtf is this whole dill pickle thing about, Peter? Meh.
The resolution for state is:
Resolved: To better protect civil liberties, community standards ought to take precedence over conflicting national standards.
The resolution sucks, in my opinion. I dunno... I'm in need of serious help.
Ooh. The article in the newspaper said something about the state qualifiers being Megan McDowell, "perennial favorite" and Anne Payne, "Freshman sensation". I <333 Mr. Carr. That man rocks.
If anyone has any idea what to make of this resolution, please help me. Meh.
-A |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|04:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what else? Lullaby for Cain ~ Sinead O'Connor | ] |
I have come to the conclusion that I am perhaps not a very likable person. This upsets me slightly. To the person who was trashing me to Megan, I thank you highly. If you hate me so much, why do you even bother talking to me anymore?
I'm not looking forward to P/T conferences tonight. Mom won't be pleased with my grades... >__< But I need the extra credit badly enough, so it's worth getting in trouble. Besides, I'll be at BYU Idaho all weekend, so the Mormons will make me compelled to be a better person... right?
I may have to quit jazz band next year because debate could be switched to zero hour. This upsets me. Jazz band = third most important thing in my life. How about I drop math and science and take debate, creative writing, and jazz band?
That was a waste of time entry. Oh well.
-A |
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| State debate. |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|12:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Let Go ~ Frou Frou | ] |
I qualified for State Debate today at Districts. Holy Hannah, I'm just like... woah. It's so much to do, but I'm *deathly* excited.
Megan qualified, too. I absolutely love that girl, she's so funny. She was calling me her mini-Megan on the bus on the way home, it was funny. XD
Oh, and there's no such thing as rape. It's called surprise sex. XP That was courtesy of my BK friend, he rocks out.
So, I'm in a lykewoahadrenalinerushSCORE! mood.
-A |
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| OMG PH34R |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|04:16 pm] |
Ph34r.
Ann Coulter is going to be in Boise tomorrow evening. This makes my intestines twist in and out repeatedly.
ewanncoulterGROSS. Republican ass hat bitch. O.o
I'm at Weiser Middle School at the play practice.
Mimi says:
Hi everyone how y'all doing? i'm doing fine over here in little ol' Weiser Middle School but i'm leaving this crappy place in June! YAY! 9th grade here i come! well anyways I gots to GO! See Y'all Laters!
syd says-
hey everyone how are you? hope you guys have a great time in high school can't wait to get there see ya'll in a year
syd |
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| Music meme. |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|08:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pwnz all! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Proust ~ The Talented Mr. Ripley Soundtrack | ] |
( Music up the... well, you get the picture )
In recent Anne news, I've returned to Weiser for the week. Boise was omgpwnzyouall! Kari coloured my hair, it's reddish-brownish... will picspam later on when not lazy. Got new glasses. This is a definite yay. They're like... tortoise-shell-y, I guess.
Adieu, then. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|01:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mad World ~ Gary Jules | ] |
This weekend so pwnz you all!
I might be moving in with Dad and Kari after Freshman year is over, w00t! And then, I'd be enrolled at Boise High School as a... wait for it, wait for it... JUNIOR! Yes!
I met Scott (who is WAY awesome) and Wade, his gay brother (who is equally as awesome), and we hung out at Kari's. I walked her dog down on the river twice and had uber-fun.
I've bought, so far: a White Stripes t-shirt, a Bright Eyes CD, and the soundtrack to The Talented Mr. Ripley. YES!
I am elated right now. Intellectual conversation and stimulation abounds. Things would only improve if spiffypickles or thenakedpeter were here... I know they'd love the conversations I've been having.
<3333, Anne
I'll miss you all! |
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| Journal Technicalities |
[Feb. 18th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Holiday ~ Green Day | ] |
Important Notice to anyone who reads my journal:
In previous times, this has been my writing journal. As my life goes by and I change in my habits and hobbies, I've realized that I am making this my real-life (RL) journal.
In this journal, therefore, I will discuss:
-My daily comings and goings
-Politics, to a degree
-Music (of course). Good music deserves to be everywhere!
I will not include:
-Anything that involves the fandom in any way, shape, or form
-Any writing I do unless it pertains to my real-life in some way
That means...
If you know me personally, then you I encourage you to friend this journal. If you are a fandom friend, you are welcome to keep this journal friended. However, you are running the risk of hearing of the daily life of a hormonal teenage girl.
At the moment, I have decided that this journal will probably remain public. I will from time-to-time make friends-only, protected entries. If you feel a wrenching need to read these and are not on my flist, comment, and I will consider.
I friend anyone who is respectful and at least makes an attempt to use proper grammar and spelling. I dislike trolls, grammarphobes, and homophobes.
That is all. Comment so I know you've read this, you're here, and we're are all set for take off! |
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| Burn Blue |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|11:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fond Farewell ~ Elliott Smith | ] |
Burn Blue
"Never gonna know you now... but I'm gonna love you anyhow."
-Everybody Cares, Everybody Understands; Elliott Smith
Ink on my hands bleeds black. Tears on my face bleed black down my cheeks. The blood on my arms bleeds black, but the fire in my eyes burns blue.
A million times in the last week I've considered giving up. Just throwing my lot in and resigning from life.
But I can't. If I care for either of them, this is the ultimate act of gratitude I can show them.
The bloods in my veins is the writer's blood of oozing black ink, but the fire in my soul burns blue with a fierce determination. Black and blue... like a bruise.
And I am. I am just that. A bruise on the souls of those I loved and hurt. I want to show them the love they deserve, but I'm blinded by the blue flame in my black eyes.
I know that I could die, right here and now, if I wanted. Within this one small room there are numerous methods of snuffing that dancing blue wraith within me.
But I will not give up. Time shall heal my wounds, and the wounds I have inflicted upon those I love.
All of our perceived realities will converge, collapse in upon their mortal flaws. We will come to terms with all this eventually.
But for now, we are all blind. We all burn blue.
-Finis- |
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| Pairing of the Day. w00t. |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|03:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None | ] |
Pairing of the Day officially goes to Hermione/Luna today for a number of reasons:
1. It fully rocks.
2. It's mah ship.
3. See above.
4. Because they're just so squeeful together.
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I wrote this drabble called Glass Bottle. It's non-shipped, but pretty alright. My own concept of psychosis is the topic, pretty much. I'll post it next entry when I actually have my manual writing journal with me. |
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